You made me smile...

Didn't speak for months. Texted a lot before that.

Love is beautiful. But it's the loneliest place when you fall alone.

Friendship is beautiful. But it's quite horrifying when you don't receive all you give.

Life is beautiful. But it's a nightmare if you don't learn to move on from things.

It took up all her energy. She cried every night. Not because she never got what she wanted. But because she didn't anymore, and that tore her apart. She lost what she thought was her only reason to smile. Her life excluding that one thing was nearly perfect. She jumped to conclusions - "this always happens, I don't deserve love, everything's changing". She couldn't understand it. Every night, she asked herself why she couldn't just be happy. There was, after all, just one person missing in her life. No one seemed to be able to replace that person. But day by day, she started finding herself. She realised her self-worth. She noticed the toxicity and moved on. It took a while but she did. She started wanting to go out and have fun by herself. She started doing great in school. She woke up early and worked through all her days wonderfully.

But every time she sees the name, hears the word, or feels the vibe, she's reminded of it all. She's doing much better, she doesn't want to break apart. She couldn't possibly hate that missing piece though. But perhaps she just wanted one last conversation to say the truth.

"Thank you"

"You made me happy"

"You made me smile..."